Monday, March 29, 2010

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Sleeping within the womb of darkness,

Born into the world of light.


Born through an act of evil and sin,

Sleeping as an innocent child.


Sleeping throughout the time of pain,

Born again through acts of kindness.


Born to overthrow the power of darkness,

Sleeping you succumb to the power of light.


Condemned to forever live in the state of death,

Condemned to forever die in the state of life.


Condemned to sacrifice yourself to destroy darkness.

Condemned to reemerge as the rebuilder of light.


When your dreams become your life, is that death?

When you life becomes your dreams, is that life?


What is hope?

What is despair?


What is the meaning of life?

What is the meaning of death?


What if the meaning of life was to die?

What if the meaning of death was to live?


The purpose of a question is to receive an answer.

The purpose of an answer is to understand the question.


What if there is no one to ask a question?

What if there is no one to answer?


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Conformity

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Conformity, by definition, means to alter your appearance, personality and/or behaviour to put yourself forth as the modicum of societal compliance, whether it be in regards to rules, standards, beliefs or laws.

Nonconformity is, by definition, the complete opposite of the above statement. Whereby a nonconformist goes out of their way to not comply with any of society's rules, standards, beliefs or laws.

Yet, as a society, we have reached a point in our development that being a nonconformist is to conform to the stereotype of the young generations. We have reached a point where rebelling against society is considered normal and justified.

So, if we accept that by being nonconformist you are conforming as true, then wouldn't by being a conformist make you nonconformist? How confused and twisted must our society be to take words and then make them mean the opposite of what they do but by accepting this the words then change their meaning?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

The Used

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Went to a concert of one of the best bands ever to walk the face of this earth, "The Used". They played like 3 or 4 songs off their new album (Artwork) and then played many of their old songs which everyone loved and screamed at the top of their lungs.

They were supported by Stealing O'Neal who are absolutely fucking awesome. I wish they were selling posters there as I would have bought one from each band at the least. Instead I just had to be faithful and stick with my current shirt that I bought from America.


Anyway, the mosh pit was amazing, including the time when Bert told us to make an invisible line through the middle and then when they exploded to charge at each other like "fucking wild animals". Aside from that, protecting two of my friends from being crushed and also protecting my injured groin provided to be more fun that anticipated and didn't draw away from the experience at all.

If you don't have any music by Stealing O'Neal or The Used download some right now!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Become The Bull

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Come on!
Grab the bull by the horns the old addage goes.
Nobody tells you where to go from here.
I see whats greatful in you.
Decisions have to be made.
The worse path is the hardest earned.

Back and forth the struggle consumes us all.
Trying to keep a level head.
In the most unsettling of times.
Today I'll become the bull. (Become the bull!)

There is so much at stake.
I'll stumble I'll loose my place.
Crowded in while surrounded by sin.
Destiny takes its hold.
Find it or let it go.
But I choose how it ends we'll end.

G-G-G-Go!

Back and forth the struggle consumes us all.
Trying to keep a level head.
In the most unsettling of times.
Today I'll become the bull. (Become the bull!)
Today I'll become the bull.

This small heart can get lonely.
I lose myself inside myself.
No one can touch you when you're outside staring in.
Remove myself from this pride race.

Back and forth the struggle consumes us all.
Trying to keep a level head.
In the most unsettling of times.
Today I'll become the bull. (Become the bull!)
Today I'll become the bull.
Today I'll become the bull. (Become the bull!)
Today I'll become the bull.
Today I'll become the bull.

Carpe Diem

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Don't take life to seriously, you'll never make it out alive.

Life should be fun, life should be lived to the full. Carpe Diem - Seize The Day.

Learn all you can, be all you can. For those who loose motivation remember that tomorrow's a new day and a new night and with the new day comes new hope, new energy and new life. As well as new dreams, feelings and thoughts. Don't succumb to negativity. Don't act upon negativity. Listen to you heart when it calls to you. Let loose your imagination on the world and you'll find that the world isn't such a bad place when you have steadfast friends.


Tuesday, March 2, 2010

What I Dream

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I dream of past dreams. Stuck in a recurring loop of incoherent thought and feeling. Experiences and imaginings thrown together and held in place by something that cannot be described.

Ideas regurgitated as half formed realities inside my head. The landscape of my dream thrown upside down, poured forth from the darkest depths of my subconscious into my mind's eye in a form of self torture known only to myself. Forcing myself to relive the worst moments of my life over and over again in the vain hope that I finally come to terms with those occurrences and learn from them. Only to have the progress made forgotten upon my awakening and to be relived throughout the next night in an unforgiving cycle of torment and unremembered pain.

Well that's enough of random thoughts for one night.

"They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe, but I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave."





Monday, March 1, 2010

Boredom

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That feeling of suffocation, the feeling of helplessness and the feeling of time passing you by slowly whilst you have no control over your actions.

To help you understand me, as much as anyone can, to rid myself of boredom sometimes I read, or listen to music or muck around with ideas in my head using Photoshop CS3.

So in the vain hope that they might help you here's what I'm doing right now:

Reading: The Nightingale Floor By Lian Hearn

Music: In The Shadows By The Rasmus

Photoshop: What We All Hide Inside


Fly Off The Page
That's all for now, hopefully your boredom has been momentarily alleviated.

The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity.